Entry for December 14, 2007

Entry for December 14, 2007

Vu*a` thi xong, that la me^t. Thi cu*? Chep. Met moi that day, chang hieu sao dao nay hi vong roi thi lac quan cua minh di dau het, truoc day cung~ k phai la tu tin ji` nhieu`, nhung it ra cung~ hon bay gio`… chep, viec ji phai nhu the chu’, sao cu’ phai bi anh huong mot cach ngu ngoc the, sao cu phai nhin va song theo cach cua nguoi` khac, met that. Lam` the^’ nao` de k cam thay nhu the nay nua~, minh` da qua met moi voi cai cam giac nay`. Su ghen ti dang giet chet minh`, no lam` minh` ko muon cuoi`, ko muon tin vao cai’ ji` nua~, lai. quay lai. thoi` ki` chan’ nan?, tuyet vong, luc nao` cung~ day` ray~ nhung cau hoi tai sao vo^ nghia~… That la` ngu ngo^c’, van biet la` nhu the, nhung ma`lai. ko the lam` khac duoc… Dau dau` vi` may viec nhu the nay` dung la ngo ngan nhat tren doi`… Nhung~ luc nhu the nay` viec duy nhat co the^? lam` la` viet 1 cai ji` do, roi di ngu, me^t. qua’, me^t. tha^t. su*…. Chep. co’ le~ chi? la` do minh` suy nghi~ linh tinh, ghen ti. vi` nguoi` khac cam? thay hanh phuc, trong khi minh` k the cam thay nhu the… se co luc minh` cam thay khac, chi la trong luc dang qua’ chan nan? thi` viec nhin` thay ng khac hanh phuc, dat duoc nhung~ ji` ho muon lai. lam` minh` cam thay stress hon… Roi` may ngay nua la lai khac, lai cam thay khac… chep. k phai suy nghi~ qua nhieu nhu the, di choi, an uong roi` ngu 1 giac la` minh` lai. co the quen sach…

Noi’ de^n’ vie^c. que^n... Cai’ tri’ nho*’ cua minh` that la to^i` te^. Co the^? que^n ngay sau khi vu*a` noi’, noi’ cai’ ji` cung~ ko nho nua, quen 1 cach kinh di., chang the hieu no^i? luo^n, tha^t. la` xa^u’ ho^?... ng` khac lai. nghi~ minh` gia? vo` hay cai ji` dai. loai. the… nhung ma thuc su la minh` da ko nho*’ 1 cai’ ji` he^t’, thu*c. su*. la` nhu the^’… tri’ nho*’ cua? minh` bi. cha^. ro^i`, hoho… bun` cuoi` tha^t,,, To^I mo*I’ co’ 20 tuo^i? tho^I ma`=)) La^n` sau phai ghi ra giay tho^i…chep. Cai’ chinh’ cung~ la` k ta^p. trung nua~… cha? chu’ y’ ji` ca? Chep. Phai? su*a? ngay tho^i.

Co’ ve? nhu* ki` nay` se bi dat’ ho*n ca?, hoc. cung~ the^’ ma` ko hoc. cung~ the^’, cach’ day co 1 thang thoi thi` minh` cam? thay co dong luc va muon hoc., camtha^y’ minh` co’ the^? nhu*ng bay gio` thi… chep. Co’ the^ doan’ truoc duoc so^’ pha^n. bi tham? cua? cai’ hoc. ki` nay`… Co’ le~ tu*` ba^y gio` minh` cun~g bat dau` tinh’ ke^’ hoach. B di la` vu*a`… minh` da que^n beng’ ma^t’ no’ vi` do*t. vu*a` ro^i` hoc. hanh` cung~ khac’ la` suo^n se?... chep. chep. Minh` da~ dinh. 1 huong’ di khac, va^y. ma` lai. phai? chon. lai. cai’ con duong` tranh da^u’ do’, chep. … Cu*’ tie^p’ tuc. di, bie^t’ da^u minh` se lai. tim` duoc ji` thi` sao!

Nhu~ng su. viec nho? nhat nay` chang co y nghia~ ji` ca, minh` phai? co^’ gang, de den mot luc’ nao` do’, minh` se ko con` phai? cam? thay the nay` nua~, cung~ khong phai? noi’ do^I’ hay lam` bat cu dieu` ji` ngu ngoc. Co^’ le^n nhe’!!!!

Mai thi tieng Phap roi day, chep. He^t’ khoa’, ko biet ji`, ko co ji` thay doi? Chep. Co^’ le^n!