Entry for February 13, 2008 (8 AM - 13/02/2008)
Hey, how it's going? Is everything alright? Long time no see... Fine, just fine, listening to a really cool song about friendship..., a cup of coffee, it's a bit cold today, actually really really cold, wake up early in the morning, and talk to myself like an idiot, haha... I'm feeling really great today, haven't had this feelings for a long time... I know that it's all gonna be alright, no pain no gain... Shit! A day before Valentine's day, I almost forgot this damn day!!! Well, tomorrow, I know that there're many people out there still single and feel like me now, but you know how hard it's to really get over this, I never seem to be able to... Whatever, just a day, who cares? Oh yes, I care, everybody cares... Just forget it, just another day, I will call my friends and maybe spend tomorrow with my best friends, just like last year, not sitting around at home, watching TV or doing some knitting like everyday... It'll be fine... Hey u know what, these days, I seem to be really selfish, just care about myself... I don't even know what happen with my family, I hope that it'll be ok... Everybody has time of desperation.. I hope that it'll be fine, really... That's all I can do, I will spend more time with my family, buy gifts for my parents when I have money, I will not ask for money too much... Please protect my family, my parents, my sister and my grandma... They are the most important things in the world to me... I could be happy and I know it, 'cause I deserve it, I'm worth it... That's it, I will be really happy!!! By the way, Happy New Year (a bit too late 'cause I don't have time) and Happy Valentine's Day too (this is for tomorrow, I don't think that I have time to write blog tomorrow or have the will to sit here and writing)!!! Ok, have a nice day! Enjoy yourself!
And the picture of candles stands for the hope for happiness! My hope!